Number Nine. Number 9.

jamie

Hey guys.
It’s been awhile
I’m not gonna get into my story right now.
Suffice to say it isn’t ending like I thought.
Again.
Numerolgy says this year was a #9.
That’s not like, one less than perfect.
It’s an ending.
Next year, we’re back to zero.
Then around we go again
2026 isn’t a 9 for everyone. It’s actually a 1.
But this isn’t a numerology lesson.
It’s more of a life lesson.
I basically spent the last decade fucking things up.
It’s also been a decade of loss. So much loss.

But
A new one now begins.
The energy shift is incredible.
It hurts. It’s exciting.
It feels different.
Different scary.
With the possibility of awesomeness.
The cycle of sorrow is over.
I am reborn.
Refreshed. Strong. -Ish.
Ready to get knocked down.
Again and again.
To keep rising up again.
Until my Source consumes me
Dilutes me into the Ocean of All
Until I evaporate into The Everywhere.

All poetry aside…
For now though,
I’ll probably keep fucking up
Different fuck ups.
Hopefully not harming
More than Helping
If you think about it,
That’s the truest balance
We can measure success by.

I’ma try and take Fred Rogers advice:
Be a Helper. We need helpers.

What I’m really trying to say is, our awesome country is in pain. We need real healing. We can’t let a few billionaires and mega-millionaires unite to control us.
We’re ALL Americans. We can come together and decide that The Haters must go. Or we can let them keep dividing us over STUPID false issues, while ignoring the suffering of America’s children.
We are being screwed. Exploited and now, plainly robbed, at the hands of disgusting, wealthy elite who prefer to add zeroes to their bank accounts, while their own full-time employees cannot afford to live without government assistance.
If you still even have a job.

The Ending is the beginning.

The end of two party, pay-to-play, rule by the elite. The beginning of REAL democracy. Yes, the END of The Republic. The start of The Democracy. The end of control by the elite.
I’d rather be controlled by data from experts, and close to unanimous decisions about things that matter. To The People. To US, not THEM.

It’s About everyone having food in the wealthiest nation on earth.
Medicine, without profit. Doctors and medical staff should be well paid, and research should be well funded. By our taxes, instead of funding endless war. And then medical services should be FREE. We already paid for them with our taxes.

Profit for Big Pharma doesn’t make research happen. Research makes rich people a LOT of profit. Most of our research still happens in universities, funded by government grants. We should keep doing that. But…
If our taxes fund the research, the profit should benefit the people. Free medicine. Advances in drugs. New cures for ALL, not just rich people.
But instead, it gets sold for profit. Often for corporations that pay little or no taxes on their profits. Because politicians don’t care, unless we are united.
We all need to wake up. Both parties in America don’t want that. They want us divided, so they can keep fucking us. That’s the bottom line.
So they can keep getting rich by spending our tax dollars any way they like. Then they make us blame each other for their social crimes of greed and cruelty to others.
You see…It’s about our tax dollars going to help people who need help. It’s about We The People deciding what’s important to US
Affordable food.
Good medicine for all.
Good roads
Great schools
Clean air
Guns under control. A well-regulated militia.
Promote Harmony, not blame and violence
Peace before war. ALWAYS.
Helping, not harming.
These fuckers don’t know the meaning.
They are not the magnanimous wealthy of olde, building museums and libraries
They ban books, and defund schools.
Let people suffer when they could help.
They preach violence as gospel.
Might makes right.
Sometimes they use an angry God to back them up. Then they call themselves Christians.

Don’t get me started about Christianity Vs. Jesus. That’s a whole ‘nother conversation.


I’d rather talk about the future, not History.
Don’t get me wrong, I love history.
But now it must become a guide to our future.
Truth in history is truth in our future.
Not lies, and propaganda. Spin pieces, they call em. Junk media, on both sides. Another topic I could rant on for hours. Not now.
Timing is everything.
Now is about unity.
If you hate the other side, there’s no place for you here in the New America. It’s not about blaming the other side. That “other side” is people like you. Just struggling to get by. It’s not THEM.
Know they enemy. It’s about the fucking rich bastards that won’t give back to the country that made them rich. It’s about justice. Truth.  The American Way. All that bullshit they fed you in school that really did used to mean something. In MY lifetime. I’m old, but it wasn’t THAT long ago.

So…Power to The People, America.
It’s about US.
A new American Age is rising.
From the ashes of the obviously corrupt, violent, and hateful oligarchy, our Democracy will Rise.
Not a Phoenix. That’s so cliche.
No, more like a Dragon.
Awaking from slumber. Hibernation.
Remembering we can fly.
And Yeah…breathe fire, if we must.
Emergency use only. Aim carefully.
Hate has no place in the New America.

Just another Saturday.

jamie

The world as we know it is imploding. The systems we’ve come to depend on are, one after another, coming undone, becoming irrelevant in a world of fabricated truth and altered reality.

This isn’t some scifi plot or a conspiracy theory. The American Empire is devolving, just like every colonial power that ever existed. Sooner or later, the colonized wake up. It’s usually right about the time you start taking bread off their tables to feed the wealthy. Don’t even get me started about forced indebtedness to feed medicine for profit, profit for billionaires.

Stick a fork in this mess. We’re done. The American Dream my ass. Capitalism is undemocratic. There’s nothing wrong with a privledged class. It’s something to aspire to if it’s truly attainable, under strong democratic principles. But capitalism without real democracy is just oligarchy. 

Think of oligarchy like the mob (choose your favorite mob, I don’t discriminate). If you’re in, you’re made. As long as you don’t piss off the boss. If you do piss the boss(es) off, maybe you fall off a building…or just lose everything and go to jail. Think Monopoly. Think games, because THEY think it’s all a game. For them to win.

Dog eat dog baby. Only the strong survive. That’s who these guys are. That’s what “bomb diplomacy” is. It’s not about America. It’s about money. It’s about taking more and more away from you and me, so that the REALLY rich people can get even richer. The “Owners of this country”, as George Carlin used to say.

Now they’ve come for our children. Again.

They are the machine. And now, the machine has AI. These people are dangerous. They talk about the “antichrist” like it’s a reality. I suppose it is, in a way. They are bringing A Beast into existence. The Machine has always existed, but it is much more powerful now. More more influential.

If you can’t disconnect, it’s probably time you NEED to disconnect. If you CAN’T live without the Internet, it’s time to remember what life was like before. And if you CAN remember, time to teach those of us who have never known.

Before corporate 24 hour “news” that is NOT journalism, but propaganda for two sides of an imaginary divide, created to distract us. Before instantaneous deepfakes, that imperceptibly change the viewpoints of millions who don’t know it’s fake. Distraction. More like Deception.

From the Truth. The Truth is, they don’t think we can govern ourselves. They think THEY know better, because THEY proved themselves. How? By making fucktonnes of money?

The only thing that proves is how fucking cruel they are, and how unqualified to govern. Making another billion is more important than being a decent human being. Being a decent human being who CARES about others. ALL of them.

Both sides are mostly lies. We The People must lead ourselves out of this mess, and away from the Kool aid these billionaires are serving. History forgotten is history repeated. Fuck all the Jim Jones Hitler muthafukkers who think they are better than everyone else. For whatever reason.

Clearly, they are not better. Time to evolve, cavedwellers.

Creativity and Moody Muses

jamie

A lot of creative people I know seem to create constantly. Some people claim you have to force yourself to write daily.

Me, I don’t think you should force yourself to do anything, and my muses would only get angry at me for abusing their good nature. I’ve come to appreciate the long periods of nothing as rest between the motherlode dumps. It’s almost seasonal, except the seasons are random and droughts frequent. But I’m NOT complaining.

Muses are Everywhere

True Creativity is a gift. It comes from inside, but also from someplace else. Muses. Belligerent as they are generous, if you try and steal their gifts for gain. For Profit. For me, anyway.

I don’t think it’s wrong to make a career of music. But for ME, the career part doesn’t make sense. I don’t want to sell you something. I just want you to listen, if it makes you feel something. Anything. Otherwise, fuck off. Seriously.

Because having a great beat and fun lyrics isn’t a bad. I’ve had many great nights that were just plain fucking good FUN. But I also think there has to be more to the music (or at least a lot of xstasy). Listening to music without feeling something besides the driving bass, leaves a whole realm of emotions unfelt. Buried. Seems empty. Noisy.

There are millions of artists streaming their work, and some of them really grab your attention, for diverse and spectacular reasons. Then there is a lot of noise. A LOT. Amongst all the noise, I try to offer back the gifts I’ve received.

If you are chosen by fate to find my music, and it actually reaches you…makes you feel something, then we are probably kindred spirits. Touched by the same demons and dragons. Dazed by the beauty, hope and sadness of it all, and frustrated by humanity’s stagnation on the road to evolved existence. There’s a lot of those themes in my songs, even if you don’t hear them the first time.

But I mean…How fucking hard is it to love each other, learn to feed everyone, and stop fighting over real estate, money, and power? Why is it so difficult rein in the entitlement of the elite overlords who use division to bend history for their own benefit, while depriving much of mankind of the benefits of unity and the resources of a bountiful planet?

Elite Carrot Overlord

Anyway, thanks for reading. Thanks for listening. In peace and hope. ~j

I wanna talk to ya about Jesus

jamie

No, not THAT one. Not the one Christians try and sell you. No, the real Jesus was a long haired hippie-type socialist woke brown radical, who spoke out against corruption, and died because he threatened the Establishment by speaking truth to power, and truth to the people.

Somehow they turned his simple words spoken to regular people, into a mystical secret, that only the high priests and prophets can interpret. But that message, they’ve been selling ever since, wasn’t Jesus message at all.

Jesus spoke of the end of religion. He spoke out against the corrupt church, that exploited the fear of the commoners. He said, “Be not afraid”, while the Pharisees preached only vengeance and fear.

He said, be good to everyone.
He he warned against the rich and powerful.
He told the people, “You are Gods”.
He told them God was inside them.
He told them to reject the lies.
He threatened The Church.
His popularity threatened The elite.
So those guys had him killed. To stop a revolution.

I don’t think his Apostles and early followers ever quite got it. They kept asking how to turn his words into an easy recipe people could follow. Jesus repeated himself again and again, but In the end, Paul and all the pious others who followed over the centuries, added their own spin to his message. They created rules of obedience and suffering, where Jesus spoke only of freedom from the old laws.
If God is inside you, you don’t need a pope. You don’t need a church. The world is your church. The miracles we see everyday our lessons. They didn’t get it then, they still don’t get it.

This time though, they’ve gone too far. Not the pope specifically. This papa may actually bring long-needed change. If he survives. Popes haven’t always had to travel in bulletproof popemobiles. This one is controversial already, just being American. I mean…LOOK at America ffs.

No, I’m talking about the Onward Christian Soldiers types. The warriors for Christ. The His Will Be Done crowd. Done In Jesus’ Name.  History has seen many great slaughters, wars fought to further his will and the will of an angry God.

But actual Jesus spoke of peaceful protest, and love for others, respect for all of creation.
Love your neighbor. Treat the foreigner as one of your own. Jesus healed the sick for free. He fed the poor without calling them lazy and blaming them for their situation. Above all he spoke of peace. He could’ve led a rebellion. Instead, he refused to fight. He was content to teach. To show kindness and mercy to all, regardless of social station and wealth.

Everything that is being done by the MAGA right in Jesus name which involves violence would make Jesus’ stomach churn at the hypocrisy.

Here in 2026 America, The rights of the innocent, citizen or not, are being trampled on by right wing masked shock troops, choosing their targets by hate, using skin color and foreign accents to select them for “removal”.

Does ANYONE of these frauds, wearing a cross for TV, defending this hate and violence, offering “thoughts and prayers” for the dead…

…Do they really believe that THIS is how Jesus would behave?

Fuck the so-called Christians. If YOU side with these terrorists, you are not of Jesus. Modern Christianity has nothing to do with Jesus. It is all about power, and forcing people to do things their way. Like the Crusades. The Inquisition. The Catholic Church. The Church of England. The Conquistadors. The “pilgrims” who slaughtered savages and enslaved people of color. Recruit. An ever growing flock means more tax-free revenue. Bottom line. Greed.

When the Tenets of the Satanic Temple better reflect the words of Jesus than the actions of Christians in His Name, I suggest that perhaps Jesus was talking to a different Father.

If you think about it, the God of The Bible was clearly a dick, and also obviously a benefit to the men who created religion around him, which they used to control simple shepherds and farmers with fear, lies, and fake magic.

All for the promise of Heaven. Give up your life on earth, to doing what we say to do, and you’ll go to heaven, which is whatever you imagine it is.

Well, I imagine heaven is a place where there are no Christians, Jews, Atheists or Muslims. Just human beings who treat each other the way Jesus would have. It COULD exist here on earth, if we let it.

The Underground.

jamie

It’s growing.
You won’t hear about it on social media.
This may be the only public post I ever talk about it.

((Entertainment only. Just kidding. Borowitz has The Onion breath. Plausibly Deniable. Yup. Disclaimers-R-Us must be having a sale)).

Because Everything online is being monitored. AI is not only stealing art, literature, music and much more. It’s being used to build a digital prison. Surveillance and secret social scores. They track where you’re going. Who you’re with. What you say. I’m sure my score is concerning. Sooner or later some algorithm will flag me. I have that “red flag” kinda personality.

Truth. Rebels will be prosecuted here in America. It’s already happening. Shock Troops in our streets projecting power and fear. Resistance must be quashed. Speak out against the machine, threaten it’s mission in any way, and it will come for you.

Masked Federal Gestapo. In America. Shooting Americans in the face. Who will be next?

If you aren’t concerned that they might someday come for you, you’re either the biggest fool or the most selfish tool. Either way, good luck with that. The rest of y’all, I assume you are friendlies. That doesn’t imply trust. Trust, like respect, is earned.

So here we are. The enemies are among us, in power. Our government has fully turned against the governed. It’s a fucking disaster.
America, no matter what State Media-for-profit tells you, is in deep shit. They are literally making up the economic numbers now, hoping the truth will be lost in the extreme revisions. The news won’t report any of it. They have a stake in this occupation.

Profit. Corporate profits. It’s all about money. It’s about taking from us and giving to them. Robin Hood in reverse. Forcing the poor into submission is easier than forcing “the entitled” out of their “entitlements”. 

Money can buy anything in America. Now they bought an election, and our entire government, thanks to years of these wealthy pricks buying congressional representation that the average voter cannot imagine to afford.
Taxation without representation. The ones supposed to represent US, now represent only THEM. Do NOT count on them to save you. Prepare for the worst.

If you’re not in the underground, you’re working for THEM. Dig it?